Post by thorn on Nov 27, 2007 18:48:17 GMT -8
-The Truth-
I want it too much
And thats why it hurt
When your simple reply
Was bitter and curt
I recoiled in pain
And down fell the tears
And up pops the question
That's been in my fears
How long have you felt this?
Was it there the whole time?
Why didn't you tell me
So I could fix my damned crime
I would have changed myself for you
And I'm sure that I still might
If only we could talk together
Without ending in a fight.
Can't you see I love you?
I made a huge mistake.
I wish I had another chance,
To do another take.
I'm crying every minutes
Or holding back the pain.
When I realize that with her
There's so much you could gain.
But I dint want to let you go
And I know I'm being selfish
To have you love me once again
Would be my only wish.
What if you don't forgive me?
Would I be abel to move on?
What if I cannot do that,
And repeat what I did wrong?
But if you did forgive me
Would this occurs again?
I don't want that to happen
I'd want keep my friend.
I can't pretend much longer,
And so many say to speak.
But when I start to tell you
I fall down from that peak.
Every time, I change my mind
And begin to feel so sick.
I close my mouth or drop the phone
And give myself a kick.
I nearly called the other night
To tell you how I feel,
but my hands grew cold, mouth closed shut
Then I fell down to a kneel.
I thought a moment about my plan
And realized it was flawed,
You wouldn't just forgive me
For the pain that I have caused.
I want to tell you oh so much
I just want nothing more
Than to have you walk me home
And kiss me at the door.
I'm worried if I tell you
You'd think its just a game.
It would wreck our friendship
And we'd never be the same.
I should just get off my butt,
Try to find some proof
So you will believe me
When I speak the truth.
[/center][/font][/size][/color][/center]I want it too much
And thats why it hurt
When your simple reply
Was bitter and curt
I recoiled in pain
And down fell the tears
And up pops the question
That's been in my fears
How long have you felt this?
Was it there the whole time?
Why didn't you tell me
So I could fix my damned crime
I would have changed myself for you
And I'm sure that I still might
If only we could talk together
Without ending in a fight.
Can't you see I love you?
I made a huge mistake.
I wish I had another chance,
To do another take.
I'm crying every minutes
Or holding back the pain.
When I realize that with her
There's so much you could gain.
But I dint want to let you go
And I know I'm being selfish
To have you love me once again
Would be my only wish.
What if you don't forgive me?
Would I be abel to move on?
What if I cannot do that,
And repeat what I did wrong?
But if you did forgive me
Would this occurs again?
I don't want that to happen
I'd want keep my friend.
I can't pretend much longer,
And so many say to speak.
But when I start to tell you
I fall down from that peak.
Every time, I change my mind
And begin to feel so sick.
I close my mouth or drop the phone
And give myself a kick.
I nearly called the other night
To tell you how I feel,
but my hands grew cold, mouth closed shut
Then I fell down to a kneel.
I thought a moment about my plan
And realized it was flawed,
You wouldn't just forgive me
For the pain that I have caused.
I want to tell you oh so much
I just want nothing more
Than to have you walk me home
And kiss me at the door.
I'm worried if I tell you
You'd think its just a game.
It would wreck our friendship
And we'd never be the same.
I should just get off my butt,
Try to find some proof
So you will believe me
When I speak the truth.
